Tuesday, October 26, 2004
blog has moved.. again =p
hello all.. my blog has moved again.. back to blogspot.. url: www.eternitylurve.blogspot.com
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Monday, October 25, 2004
salty coffee..
He met her at a party. She was so outstanding,
many guys chasing after her, while he was so
normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have
coffee with him, she was surprised but due to
being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too
nervous
to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she
thought to herself, "Please, let me go home.."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you
please
give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my
coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face
turned red but still, he put the salt in his
coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously, "Why you have this
hobby?"
He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near
the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel
the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the
salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of
my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I
miss my
parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was
deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the
bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his
homesickness, he must be a man who loves
home,
cares about home, has responsibility of home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her
faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful
beginning of their story. They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who
meets
all
her demands; he had tolerance, was kind
hearted,
warm, careful. He was such a good person but
she
almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love
story, the princess married to the prince, then
they were living the happy life... And, every time
she made coffee for him, she put some salt in
the
coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter
which said, "My dearest, please forgive me,
forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie
I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous
at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I
said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just
went ahead. I never thought that could be the
start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my
life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have
promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm
dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the
truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a
strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life!
Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything
I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest
happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the
second time, still want to know you and have
you
for my whole life, even though I have to drink
the
salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the
taste
of
salty coffee?"
She replied, "It's sweet."
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and
ends with a tear.
-= True love hears what is not spoken &
understands what is not explained, for love
doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in
the heart...
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Monday, October 18, 2004
- // - exams over=party time - // -
argh.. today meimei frm suntec branch called me to tell me i'm working frm mon-fri 5-10pm.. den sat off.. sun 11-10.. din expect it to b so soon.. *long face*
den relating to e case of idiotic guys calling me.. i hav got another clue.. argh.. coz some1 msg me n ask me if i can b friends wif him as he saw tt msg on e bus.. well, on bus 502.. busplate****.. erk.. someone hates me to e core.. i tot him i'm my mei's name.. [which is a guy].. lol.. he suggested it though.. was on e verge of breaking down?.. luckily mei still calm.. watched movie wif him, emily n my bro on sat.. new police story.. v exciting? i was feeling like watching a horror movie? lol.. tot it will b some lame movie by jackie chan.. but nicholas tse is so cute.. prefer him to b cute rather than cool.. *grins*
well.. tryin to complete sth tt my bro abandoned.. bought it frm him though.. lol.. quite addicted in doin it.. hee.. yeah, planing to gif it to darl when i finish it.. :D..
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thurs went to bugis.. saw bryan wong shooting 'street wise'.. lol.. so yandao.. *drools*.. lol.. was on shoppin spree too.. bought a pink 'S' shirt for myself.. bought a blue 'L' shirt for dear too.. e same design.. hope he likes it.. n would b able to wear it.. or either it will b too LARGE for him or he cant squeeze his big tummy thru =p.. muhuaha~ den bought another shirt for myself.. dun really hav tt kind of shirt in my wardrobe.. n tink it's pretty nice.. shall let darl e one to c it officially.. althou jof, jia min n hui wen already saw it.. n jia min even molested me.. argh~.. =p.. *complains to darl*
fri went to eat sukae sushi again wif my sweetheart, hui kim, jia min, sien wei n xiaohanmeimei.. lol.. spending alot of money tis week? ya, i admit.. well.. quite full.. when at e counter paying e money, i saw my ex-classmates.. andrea n zhang yao.. hand in hand.. my god.. surprised.. wanna noe y i'm surprised? here's wat: [zhang yao transferred out abt when he's P5? den andrea n him was like nt v close? tot nv in my life will i c zy again? coz he moved to e east of Sg.. ] well, was only surprised.. den i was like so happy? n i dunnoe y.. sort of jumped ard abit.. they muz hav tot tt i'm crazy.. ya.. of coz.. -_-ll
e cost of e sushi buffet is paid by hui kim.. coz she owes me money.. so din really spent lots of moneY? except for e neoprints we took? abt $3 per person.. coz we took 2 rounds! wohoo!

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
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There's tis gal who i spotted crying on e bus..

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feelin so sad.. so disappointed.. i juz really hope to b wif u every single precious moments we hav.. heart juz sank when sth juz cropped up tt made all hopes dashed.. haiz.. i'm such a helpless creature.. we got so lil time tog.. i noe it's ur ambition.. of being an inventor.. of being some1 useful in e society.. yet i juz wan u to spend more time wif me since we r several distances away.. as ur dear i shld juz support u.. u noe i din like it too though.. well, juz promise not to neglect me during tis golden precious times we had once in a blue moon.. i love u..
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
- // - stomach cramp - // -
ya, got the cramps again.. n now is during the exams..
1st paper taking is eng paper 1.. den went to eat during e break in between.. den return back to class for eng paper 2.. e nightmare starts..
when i started answering the compre, my stomach starts to roll.. den getting worse.. could not conc on e qn.. layed my head on e table.. tried to wait for e pain to fade.. but cannot.. became excruciating..
asked for permission to go to e toilet.. hav to wait for my phy tr[invigilator] to ask someone to take me to e toilet.. den miss chua came n take me there.. poo poo-ed.. den when i walked back to e class, i felt dizzy.. made it to my seat.. but e pain is still there.. den i felt that someting is stirring up.. almost vomited.. kept my mouth shut.. den kris saw.. raised up her hands.. but the 3 invigilators of diff class was there chatting happily.. den mr chong saw her hands.. but signalled her to wait.. den returned to e conversation.. den i cannot tahan le.. dashed out.. pointed the toilet to my phy tr.. den vomited out wat i hav juz consumed.. lol, abit disgusting.. felt better.. but my phy tr insisted that i go to e office to take e rest of e paper.. den went dwn.. he told e auntie to make hot milo for me.. den e auntie v good.. help me massage den applied medicated oil on my forehead for me.. den say cannot no need do.. i do until qn 9 b4 i went to vomit.. den do do do.. listen to wat e trs r discussing.. den that mdm khoo sounds so superior even when talking to mr phor.. duh..
after a while, i vomitted again.. luckily that auntie gave me plastic bag.. lol.. white in colour.. den wat i vomitted is so visible.. -_-.. den cont to do.. i din follow e instruction of leaving 3 lines in between qns.. den finished earlier even when e tr requested for a 5 min additional for me.. but dun tink can score..
took taxi hm.. asked dad to fetch me frm e carpark..
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Monday, October 04, 2004
- // - pissed - // -
argh.. juz received a call frm a phoney guy on my hp.. argh.. hope noone went to write my hp no all over.. n writing those disgusting stuff.. arghz.. i wan change no.! it's e 2nd call lor.. 1st frm a guy wif low voice called andy.. now a guy wif clipped accent.. my god.. n all frm withheld no.. help me!!! dear!!!!!!! pervertic guys get away from me!!
e maths test on similarity n congruency got 14/20.. S.S test on tourism got 9/25.. chi test got 87/100..
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Friday, October 01, 2004
- // - 1st Oct - // -
haiz.. today's E maths test on similarity n congruency is quite dampening for me..
e 1st qn only need to write e four pairs of congruent triangle but i stupidly went to prove too.. wasted lots of time.. haiz..
den e last qn i wasnt sure if i had done e write way.. coz e last part i got e ans 3.03 but others hav 2++.. haiz..
den today 10+ sch dismiss le.. coz my sch has been awarded e Achievement Award in Academic Value-added(express course) & 2nd Sustained Achievement Award(physical fitness).. well principal requested for e early dismissal n e govt approved.. lol.. tink fuhua becoming a sap sch is possible.. but mayb after i grad..
well, i dun noe wat path m i goin to take still.. perhaps i will take bus.iness course if there's no other better choice? not sure.. coz that's e only 1 i noe.. =p
hmm.. goin back to work after my exams.. lol.. cant help.. was wasting my money all e while.. in fact i spent more dan i earned.. i muz b more determined to leave my posb card at home!!
hee.. n i so good.. requested to work till 22.. coz 23-25 joanne's chalet.. den after that darl come back le.. muz spend more time wif him.. yea~
ADWARE SUX TO THE CORE
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Thursday, September 30, 2004
- // - slight improvements - // -
hee.. my a maths test on binomial theorem got 18/20!! cool huh~ but e tr got gif "revision" ws.. lolz.. ok la.. quite sastified too!! i got study!! yeahz..
den chem test on metals got 23/30.. hee.. actually 22.5 de.. but 1 qn she din mark.. den i write mild steel is used for that ting bcoz it is less brittle :P.. haha.. e ans scheme says it's strong.. den i say less brittle oso= strong mah.. haha.. she cant stand.. gave me half mark.. damn hyper nowadays.. lol..
phys test on work, energy & power got 17/25.. got study.. but at tat moment, all e formulas flowed out of my mind.. was quite nervous.. abt to break dwn.. den try my luck lor.. tink which 1 correct den write..lol..
thanx dear!! u made me wanna work hard!!
tell dear tis face-to-face when he comes back :
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
- // - growin fatter - // -
tis week is like a sushi marathon.. lolz.. ate 3 sakae sushi buffet tis week.. dahz.. cannot eat anymore le..
ytd went to gym wif chu er.. lolz.. 1st time there.. den crash machine a few times.. v loud.. den sweat quite alot.. lolz.. bathed le changed into jeans n shirt den went to meet pri sch frenz at clementi..
today got lantern festival at my pri sch mahz.. den din go to pri sch at all..dahz.. den meet them at mac.. den stood there sit sit for a while den we go kfc liaoz.. haha.. all e previous efforts went dwn e drain.. fat again.. nth much to tok about oso.. den 10.30 reached hm wif my bro..
damn stress bout exams.. haiz.. den vented my anger at dear dear.. sorry sorry..
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
- // - i hate myself - // -
got 2 test today.. phy n chem.. after sch got oral.. all sux.. i tink i'm goin to fail.. thanx to some1.. well, saw how sweet my fren n her stead is after oral.. den i hugged chu er n cried.. haiz.. y should i care nehz?
STUDY!! PROVE TO SOMEONE THAT I'M DOIN IT FOR MYSELF.
but sometimes i felt that i wanted to gif up.. n i'm realli giving up.. wat's e point man.. no one care lorz.. n i'm so disencouraged when i c ppl who scored so much better dan me.. failure is carved on my forehead.. den doin phy ppl that time my mind totally blank.. tot of giving e ppl up w/o completing them.. wrote lots of rubbish there.. blahz!
ytd went to westmall.. saw shuai ge.. lol.. so shuai man.. esp when he toks to u, he looks straight in ur eyes.. *electrocuted*.. lolz.. den went to snap pic at him.. but nt v clear.. duhz.. he shuai can liao..
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